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turquoiseCranberry5540
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PathStep 7 Compassion hearts28 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2022 Member sinceMarch 2, 2019
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I feel empty
Depression Support / by turquoiseCranberry5540
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 March 5th, 2022
...See more I recently got out of the military, no i didnt deploy or anything of that nature. I started a new job and have an apartment with a roommate. But very often I just feel empty. Like I don't talk about much, I put a fake smile on my face so people leave me alone because I don't want my negativity to bring anyone else down. I wake up go to work, come home, stare at a wall for 2 or 3 hours and then go to bed and repeat. I don't wanna go to work and inside my head I'm just say F it, they can fire me, I don't care.
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I don't know what to do
7 Cups Online Therapy / by turquoiseCranberry5540
Last post
 December 9th, 2020
...See more So I'm 22 now and I'm just so mad all the time. I'm mad because of my family. Growing up my brother was always just a giant d*ck all the time. Walking past him I'd always get punch, put in a headlock until I turned purple and beat up. I couldn't even bring friends over because he'd do all that stuff and more infront of them and it was so embarrassing. And I fianlly cut him out of life so I never have to see anymore or talk to him. And the last 3 years I've lived in Europe and it was fantastic and I have a beautiful girlfriend now. But when I came back home for a month i fianlly opened up to my family how I truly felt about my brother and how awful growing up was. And I told them I don't want anything to do with him and he's dead to me but family just says "oh well he wants to start over with you and have a relationship with you". And it just gets so mad that they don't care what I want, all I want to be left alone and be peace with myself, but its so frustrating and gets me so heated.
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Feeling lost
Depression Support / by turquoiseCranberry5540
Last post
 December 8th, 2020
...See more Hey guys, I'm new here, I grew hating my life and there's so much other stuff I don't really know how to say it. I really only talk about things when I drink because I get drunk... sad and start remembering all the things that happened.
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