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understandingCup5328
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Better out than in
35 & Over Community / by understandingCup5328
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 August 18th, 2021
...See more I’m new here, not sure how it all works but figured I am just going to say exactly how I am feeling right now. Things that should bother me dont... lying partner, state lockdown, unfulfilling work life etc. What does bother me is that I feel sick and lonely. I have had constant pain and nausea for a week (doctor said probably gastro) all tests came back normal so could the nausea be a new kind of anxiety that I thought I had control of over the years? I’m also terribly lonely to the point where I contacted a medium (I know very stupid. I was a non believer for a long time then had a reading that changed everything I thought... anyway that was 10+ years ago). A medium was recommended so I contacted them, just to know my nan or baby or animals are still with me... well two rescheduled appointments and a refund later no one came through for me. Not one single person, not even some long ago ancestor. I know I should just think “well that guy was a con man and couldnt really connect to anyone” but instead all I could think was that I really am alone. I am alone in this life and even in the afterlife no one cared. Yes I really do know that I shouldnt let that bother me and most likely any kind of so called medium is full of ****. I honestly am so aware of that but just hearing it, whether it was true or not was so upsetting. I am alone. Anyway I am nauseous and tired and finding very little to cling to to make me feel less pathetic. Thats just it though... I am pathetic, alone, confused and very tired. Well that was a long rant... for anyone reading this sorry! I just thought it was better to get out than to keep it in.
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