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I don't know what is wrong with me
Depression Support / by unusualmoose
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January 16th, 2018
...See more Hi to whoever is reading this. I need to get this off my chest. So for the past few months I have been feeling very down on most, but not all days. I do sometimes feel better or even happy during some days even if earlier I have felt down or have been crying. But it's happening very often now and it has gotten to the point where , a lot of the time, I don't feel like I can carry on through another day. What i've been feeling is sadness, just feeling like i'm going to cry for no reason. I cry at least a couple of times a week. When i'm not sad, i've been feeling empty, with a loss of interest in things I used to enjoy. I try to avoid interaction with other people.I feel anxious and on edge a lot too, leading me to feel nausesous and lightheaded and low on energy. I am unable to concentrate well at school and I feel that I will start to fail. I have no motivation to do work at home. I have 2 friends, both who I can talk to, but I have not gotten this deep into it with any of them becasue I would just cry and they wouldn't be able to help. I feel guilty that these people have to hang around with me being all miserable at school when they could be happy and haing fun with someone else. There's no point in trying to hide my misery from them because I will just burst into tears, but I feel horrible for making them worry. I feel like such a burden. Eery day I walk around school and see people engaged with their work, friends and life and they're all happy and haing fun. I just feel like a ghost. I am letting down everyone who is close to me. I feel lost.
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