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warmheartedFig5831
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I don’t know how I feel
Relationship Stress / by warmheartedFig5831
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 September 12th, 2021
...See more A couple of months ago I got out of my first serious relationship and the break up was awful. He took me to where we had our first date to break the news and I can’t even be that mad at him because, looking back, I think he had some serious mental health issues too. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything and I didn’t want to try therapy because I might be taking up the spot of someone that needs it more than me. College is starting again so I thought id be happier seeing my friends but it’s almost like everything I loved to do or gave me pleasure before just doesn’t anymore. I’m crying most days without really knowing why; maybe this has to do with my ex? I also got my first job over the summer which is awful (I’m sick in the toilets on my break because I’m so anxious all the time) and it’s got to the point where I just can’t deal with the rude customers anymore. And I’m sleeping during the day which is really concerning me because that never happened before. The managers keep swearing at each other and I had an anxiety attack to which people said, “Why? She’s only on drinks?” And every day I keep thinking about the guy who hurt me and I don’t know if I miss him or hate his guts. I don’t know what to do to go back to the old me because I know the way I’m feeling just isn’t right. ps, I’m very sorry that this is so long.
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