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...See more I met my boyfriend in 2018 and we started dating in 2019. Things were going great, and I’m pretty we were each other’s first love. It literally felt like one of those lives where everything aligned. Covid hit in 2020 and it started to get really hard to see him, add in how he lived far away and didn’t even have a car to come see me so I had to be the one to drive to see him despite how I have anxiety driving far and had to share a car with my brother. Eventually it became hard seeing each other and he broke up me in the beginning of the year. He even told me that he started to feel like he was losing feelings for me 6 months before he broke with me despite how I paid for him to come on a vacation with me and my family where they said he was part of the family. So, now I feel broken despite how it’s been months. Even worse, I’m having doubts if he ever really loved me or if I was just a comfort relationship since he had a hard time connecting with people. Now he’s on his own going on adventures and apparently went on dating apps only a month after we broke up. He even started following his ex, who cheated on him, on Instagram. I’m trying really hard to move on and I even got some new hobbies and been spending time with friends and making new friends. I just don’t know how to really move on from this since I still miss him, but seems like he’s better off without me.

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