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...See more A couple months ago someone I was really close to stopped talking to me and I'm pretty depressed about it. She was a Japanese girl that I've known and talked to for four years through email. A couple months ago her friend got diagnosed with cancer and I haven't heard from her since. At first she said it was her mom because her friend didn't want anyone to know and she felt horrible for lying to me, I told her it wasn't a big deal and she still felt horrible and said she didn't deserve to talk to me anymore. She could be lying and I could've been played for four years but it's whatever. Her emails were the only thing that made me feel good in my life, she was the only person that I truly wanted to talk to every day and now she's just gone. Even if she was lying it doesn't mean I don't miss her. I feel so alone without her, she was one of the only things in my life that made me happy. I miss her a lot and am worried about her all the time. This coupled with my grandma passing in May has been slowly killing me from the inside. I'd never do anything to hurt myself though because I'd miss my dog, the pain is still shitty though. Just need to vent more than anything.

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