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Disability Support / by xXSpectrumblitzXx
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 September 14th, 2025
...See more I'm going to a music festival this weekend, literally my entire special interest over the past 6 years. I'm bringing my boyfriend and we get to sit in the VIP section for free because of my wheelchair. I still can't help but feel like my life is worth nothing. It's so stupid, I know it's stupid and the fact that I feel that way makes me feel even worse. Any time that I confess how badly I'm feeling lately my boyfriend just holds me and cries for his own comfort and makes me feel terrible, but I also can't help but think: I don't deserve any of this. Not the festival tickets, not the medical trials, not the one weekend of fun in a year full of pain, not my wheelchair.
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