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yellowBlackberry2117
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Learning how to trust!! I NEED ADVICE!!
Relationship Stress / by yellowBlackberry2117
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 March 23rd, 2020
...See more I'm Alex, I'm 18 and I'm dating a fart boy. He is really smart and is studying architecture and I'm major in education. He introverted and I'm extroverted we are opposites but we make things work. I have had a really hard time with the men in my past. I had an emotionaly abusive father and a cheating boyfriend so have have little to no trust in me. He knows about these thing and that I struggle with this and I have really had my guard up and have questioned everything but he has been patient with me through it all. Just everything he dose makes me nervous. When he treats me nice, when he cares and listens, and when he says sweet things. How do I let him in cause he makes me happy but I'm scared what if I'm all wrong. I really want to maybe even marry him but my reality is that I'm so scared I Will get used agian. He says we are going slow and that is because his last girlfriend broke his heart and I need to learn how to trust again so it's a win win. Also during this virus outbreak he is stay in the frat house even though his campus is closed. That also worries me but he says he likes it there and it's where he is happy. We also go to different school too and he is in a frat and surrounded by beautiful girls I'm just worried I'm not enough my question is how to I let him in? how do I take the risk in love? how do I get past this cause I do live him? How do I stop being scared?
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