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yomiyammie
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am i annoying yet?
Relationship Stress / by yomiyammie
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 September 3rd, 2019
...See more i take friendship seriously and im not comfortable hanging out with people im not close with even if it means i could end up with more friends tho not on a deep level of friendship, which is the problem. i avoid people that i dont think i could be extremely close friend with regardless if he/she is a good person. to be harsh, i find it meaningless. im just that annoyingly deep person, that everything has to be meaningful. but at the same time, im disappointed at how closed off i am. people do enjoy having me around, but im not very accepting of others. as if im scared of new people wholl enter my life. im not confident on any new friendship thats coming, that im gonna be disappointed for putting all these efforts just to be hurt. to make it worse, i often went mia on texts or reply very rarely because texting makes me feel uneasy(please anyone who understand this tell me that im not alone). one of the reason why people think i dont care about them and we just slowly drifted apart. i do have very good friends but regardless that doesnt stop me from feeling lonely and sad of the potential friendship that i could have built with someone new because i unconsciously drew a line between us at some point. why am i torturing myself.
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