Finding this 50s decade the most challenging
What an incredible devastating decade this has been. Everything at once right!? My list: Death of abusive parents. Near death medical emergency of my adult child. Facing my horrific sexual assault. Bullying boss at the job and forced to leave it before I lost my mind. Unable to work because of my CPTSD . MDD, anxiety. Not having enough $$ Extremely painful Health issues and lousy medical ins . .. Death of a beloved pet. Facing and fixing my abusive past and CPTSD and all that goes with it. Losing 2 good friends to cancer. Watching my siblings suffer from our horrific childhood abuse. My disconnection with others. Grief of losing myself thru all my pain and my past abuses. I have never struggled so much since I was a kid trying to survive my childhood. Some days I can't stop crying. I am trying, I'm in therapy, ABB💜
I am so sorry to hear this. I can relate to some of what you are dealing with. Covid-19 has been awful to deal with. I lost my dad awhile back and unfortunately my wicked stepmother and her bi*ch as* family is still alive. Sorry and I just quit a job because of a bullying boss after being there 3 days. He kept looking at my chest/breast and I reported him to the agency that sent me.
So sorry about the wicked step relatives.
I am sorry for all you and your siblings suffered and are suffering
I pray 🙏 therapy helps and that you find strength, comfort, support, and encouragement here ❤ ❤ ♥ 💖.
@neatThinker1771.. thx for your encouraging words, I appreciate it very much. I'm sorry about the job you had to leave. I'm very sorry about the loss of your Dad. That's something you don't get over you just find ways to cope with it..... I have to say the workforce has much to be desired in this era. Ppl don't treat ppl well. If ppl would step forward with love and kindness this society would be alot happier. I have had some positive medical help with my painful condition. I actually realize now how much that pain was affecting me so badly. It's helped some to have relief ....I have a good therapist fortunately. I'm lucky as she works around my insurance so I can afford to pay her monthly affordable payments until I can get on a better plan. She cares about my mental health. 7 cups has been a Godsend for me as it fills in the times I need support in between appts. I'm holding my breath as my grown kids are good at the moment,🤞...reading alot of self help wisdom from Don Miguel Ruiz books. I really like them .... thx for your posts it helps knowing caring ppl are out there. 💜💜ABB
