The End
Is it taboo to discuss the inevitable, not in the self harming discussion, more in the preparing for or even planning. As a friendless loner I find myself being very anxious about the inevitable. Some is about what comes next, but more about having my affairs in order.
@ruffneckred
I don't think it is a taboo
Thanks, I realize things like wills and trusts will be a big part, which I dread as lawyers, ick. But like is there a clean up company to dispose of belongings? How to be discovered in a timely fashion? Does deleting your browser history still a thing, lol, that part is humorous, and probably explains the no friends thing.
@ruffneckred
wow, that's unexpected :)
Are you so lonely?
@ruffneckred
Probably the first thing you should do is enable the automatic history deletion feature in your browser. Or, alternatively, choose the most secure browser. :)
Automatically deletes, what will they think of next
@ruffneckred
So what makes you thinking about all of that?
I think about many things, too many things.... been seeing obits, social media stuff... with lots of persons passing that are younger than myself. It's uncommon to see the end as it draws near, and I like to be prepared. Also I don't want to leave any messes behind for others to clean up. And the thought of people pillaging your stuff, uff da.
@ruffneckred
I'd like to shift the conversation a bit: don't you think all this suggests that you're afraid of death, haven't come to terms with its inevitability, or something along those lines? I'm referring to your personal psychological relationship with death, expressed in material things like cleaning, removing the body, or browsing history. Perhaps if you begin to accept death as it should be for a living person, these obsessive thoughts and observations will leave you.