Uncertain on feelings

I know I have loved ones in my life and I appreciate them but yet again I don't want to burden them with my concerns, so I keep things bottles up. I don't know if it's a good idea but sometimes I seek advice only. I have done 1 on 1 therapy but because of insurance reasons and hsa accounts they were discontinued. I know that's no excuse, but it is what it is. I'm human I will make mistakes, but does that mean that I have to indulge others ugly wors and discouraging comments. Am I willing to accept others advice of course I am but not if the person is going to belittle me or make negative comments and make you(me) feel like the smallest of small of the situation.  I guess what I'm getting at on this comment is I have an opinion and my opinion DOES in fact matter even if others don't think so. Right or wrong?

Here’s our Ginni Bear. She’s one and a half years old and a handful. Her latest crime is finding paper towels or tissues and tearing them up into bits. She’s a mix of German Shepherd, Labrador, and many other breeds, thereby soft fur and curly tail. She keeps us going for sure!

How to upload--

on computer: press on photo icon and upload

on handheld: first upload to a program such as imgur, then upload the link to your post— it will show up as a link, which some people prefer not to click on, but if you say what it is (your pups), then people who are hesitant to click on it might open it. 

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@mustangnite hey... I'm a teenager but i feel the same, life is hard when we can't change some things but i think since you are an adult then you can like earn money so you can buy your favourite things and go to another place from the people whom you don't feel valued and that can still give you peace of mind. Idk if it can help you right now but I'm also someone struggling because of my environment especially my single parent and I'm still trying to give hope somehow being logical 😭😅