Hi new here

I can relate Rich. I'm a little younger, 26. It hurts. Im willing to hear more if you want to share.

It's kinda big. Reunited with my first love, I've grown, her not so much. Hurts like I didn't think I could. I dunno, I've done so much in the way of self healing over the years I didn't think I could fail if she came around one day and she did and I wasn't enough. Spent my life regretting what happened with her at 19. Now I just feel lost. Like why keep trying in therapy or anything anymore. Lost my purpose.

Sorry, that was a lot.

No not at all.

Like I said I can relate. I love this girl. Before I got with my ex I wasn't okay. I was very depressed. I could of been better to her but the love was there. She stuck by me. I hurt that girl. I changed her. I am trying to become better. Get my mental health better for her because I love that girl. I want to marry her for real.

For me I got to really so it for me. It's tough for me to so that because I love her so. Like I'm becoming better for her. I do want to be better but I want her so much. Like if she come back to me like let's fix this I think that would fix everything else. Atleat make it eaiser.

Well don't make my mistake and honestly that sounds exactly like what your doing.

Better yourself, do it for you though. I bettered myself with the same idea you've expressed and now I'm decimated.

Nothing you do is going to guarantee you a relationship. Nothing. Used my life up not accepting that now here I am