Diary of Modal0154: open to replies

I remember once going to an event discussing the nature of addictions..most of it highlighted stuff related to brain physiology and neurochemistry beyond my understanding/personal relevancy..the fact that when it came to the addictions the addiction placed under study..b/c in a sense it's the one least based on biochemical influences(?)..was gambling addiction.

The insidious side that regular risk taking undertakings can turn into w/in the whole experience of sentience.

I don't know how best to explain this:

In nigh-any line of work a person is considered 'good at (their) work', a person considered 'good at (their) work' is one entrusted to teach newcomers..

..that element of teaching...there are certain lines of work..can't name to many off-the cuff..where what is done isn't the strained effort of physical labour but the strained effort of mental tasks which can become labourious overtime..that is one way I think of translating as..if hypothetical I worked as a translater for written content btw English and Spanish..I would feel that it is a distinctly 'task oriented' thing which you shouldn't count on me teaching to anyone.

~24 horas desserts mi ultimo uso de pornografia.

I could self-blame, self-critique myself for being..pretentious(?)..in placing a link for something I posted elsewhere for which I did not come across satisfying replies yet..

https://www.reddit.com/r/Buddhism/comments/e4c208/jaramaranas_significance_and_how_to_ward_it_off/

but is important to me..

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Searching for answers in an answerless world...searching for replies in an answerless world..

Opinion:

The former is about the delimiting to one if not only few deeply accurate and close to non-ambigious feedback..think quantifiable amounts for science concerns..the latter is about fostering dialogue presumably from potential voices being stimulated for the better..=_= the latter barely happens and you get snubbed, nonverbally and verbally for 'not being good enough'...and yet ppl deludedly wonder/rhetorically ask themselves how come their are so many lonely?..

It's occured to me that when it comes to 'the nude' in art whether sculpture, photography or painting..if it looked under a further category of 'abstract' or 'surreal'..it's less likely to be enticing and more likely to be intellectualized..seperating those who observe from the merely h---y.

`_` I can understand there being a 'delimitation' on this site's forum's as to what sexual based thoughts can be placed..there is such a thing as being 'nsfw' or at least 'adult/mature audiences' only and not being lurid or lewd about it..convincing others otherwise?..struggle.

Silly 'doomer' memes* and ppl resisting obsolescence not b/c of social media, *not only* b/c of social media but b/c of blockchain and 3D printing are up on the horizon.

*https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_SBuh8oNxv0

For anyone 'seeking purpose' or post-scarcity potential life improvement and esp. if you under 20 ' grab on' to those 'rafts' (blockchain and 3D printing innovation) to make something of yourself before the 'boomer inferiority complexes a/o confining ignorance' creeps up even more..

may worst I feel like a struggling human in this movie poster

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt2316204/mediaviewer/rm1822316544

..at times when I'm left to fixate most of the time about circumnavigating judgement while meeting expectations..

https://www.azquotes.com/quote/654940

Expectations:..

when your young, eager and looking forward to four sports..soccer, basketball, baseball and hockey..

you try and it doesn't work out..

what are better at, after exposure, experience, oh so much proprioperception based practise, oh so much proprioperception based practise which most neuronormatives take for granted too often adn s--k >_< =_= >:I at eloquently explaining in spite of it evidently being so d--n important to them...

you turn out to be better at..tennis, swimming, archery and pole vaulting..

No doubt it's nice to 'find your niche' where your talents express themselves more fluidly/organically supposedly..

I said *talent* not 'passion' or 'interests'..

This is important:..

those latter sports where you actually can exceed are not different in terms of the consistent rigor it takes to always be good at them...

....but =_= oooooooohhhh how it s--ks that they will probably never become as popular/get as much attention and get much needed attention to supplement it's development esp. in terms of resources w/in your lifetime or at least athletic career...