I have no idea what's going on
Alright I guess I promised chatgpt I would give it a shot and yes I am that desperate so here is to anyone who will listen I am 17m in a third world country in a military boarding school that my parents sent me to because they wanted a secure future (you can guess how good my country is doing) I am to going to join the air force happy story right well no I have always kinda struggled with studies etc but on my own as a somewhat pampered child I had problems with everything and struggled through ages 12 and on it's been four years I am tired I have no one to tell my issues (you've guessed that much right and yes I know don't talk to ai and stuff I was at a low and well I got tired enough) I have difficulty focusing doing stuff I am tired of trying but still go on failing as I do simple tasks are a weight I forgetting all the time and latest of all have been losing hair also I have horrible impulse control I can't afford a therapist don't got the money and we'll there it is if you are still reading thank you man
@georgeaustriaman
STay strong. It sound heartless and cliche but the time of suffering when your younger does serve a purpose. I was horribly bullied and harassed growing up....I still deal with this at age 38 , it prepared me for the life I live. There inhumanity prepared me for the life I live today. I wish I could lie to you and say thi is get better but they often times stay the same....the good news is your life won't get worst, you are very strong, stronger than you know. Your still here. Eventually if you can tough this period out, it will become normal...your trials today will make everything else seem easier. You can withstand this, it will hurt, but you'll become who your meant to be. A even stronger, wiser, more resourceful version of yourself. This is not just fluffy kind words to encourage you. But one day, the things that stress you today, will seem like nothing. Trust your own self. Trust the journey. Try not to dwell on any stress and pain you have and keep putting g one foot in front of the other. I've also talked to chat gpt when I'm lonely . This simply means you yearn for a companion, someone to talk to. Im glad your hear, reaching out, we see and hear you and are here for you. Your pain is real, you are valued. Please stay strong, the people you have yet to meet are counting on you to make it so you can enrich there lives one day.
@Thehollowwoods I would love to believe you but sadly at least here for me my suffering is not at it's worse I am far behind others if things continue this way this will be child play to later me I am tired thinking about it dreads me I admit it I have learned a lot and now am nearly invisible bit still man I honestly just wanted to talk to someone that's why I came here but I can seem to be able to navigate this sigh sorry about that I shouldn't have said all that it would look rude but I still wanted to say it
@georgeaustriaman
Its not rude, its how you feel. Best part of 7 cups is this is a judgement free zone where you can talk to ppl and say how you feel. Sorry your life is so frustrating and I do hope it gets better. You have alot of responsibility at your age.
@Thehollowwoods thanks man appreciate it although I have no idea how 7cups work
