Scared about my future

The comments that people say to me about my future makes me anxious because they are always saying “for sure you will make it”, “you will win a lot of money”, “I believe in you”. For me those “positive” comments are negative because I’m scare of disappoint my family and the people who believes in me. My goals are too ambitious and I’m scare of not achieve them and I really want to but I feel that my ADHD is always getting on my way, I still can’t control it not even with my daily medication. Sometimes I have thoughts of not live anymore if I don’t accomplish them because I really don’t want to be a failure, and especially when all my sisters are successful women.