This is my first time using this app, and honestly it feels a bit strange — but I really hope I can find some support or helpful words here.

Hi everyone
This is my first time using this app, and honestly it feels a bit strange — but I really hope I can find some support or helpful words here.

I’m usually not the kind of person who opens up easily, but I decided to write because I’ve been feeling lost lately.

I’m a very ambitious person. I’ve always wanted to improve my life — mentally, socially, and financially. I even made a routine for myself a while ago and tried to stick to it, but eventually I stopped. I keep trying to become a better version of myself, but every time I make progress, I somehow fall back again.

During my 3‑month summer break, I planned to learn new things and improve myself. I did learn a few things, but they were so small compared to what I hoped for. Now I feel disappointed in myself, like I’ll never be able to truly change. I keep comparing myself to others, and that just makes everything worse.

Lately, I’ve lost motivation for almost everything — even going out or talking to people. It feels like I’m emotionally drained, not because I don’t try, but because I keep trying and end up breaking down again.

If anyone has been through something similar, I’d love to hear how you handled it.