A Reformer of Myself among a bunch of Sheeples

I began working for the Federal government about 3 months ago and already after 3 months, we get lied to in the workplace about our metrics, I get stuck with a trainer who sabotages my work and my work happiness as much as possible once a week, our "teams" get torn to shreds by people getting ordered to rotate 1 week at home, 1 week in the building, our building has chemical leaks into the AC frequently, making me neurologically unbalanced, and the armed security guards complained about me to the Department Head yesterday because I didn't agree with how the guards were speaking to me disrespectfully.

Lied to, and getting reported about, on the same day as a toxic chemical leak, is really the straw that broke the camel's back yesterday. I'm far from being in any way proud that I work there now. And at age 58 I just cannot swallow the old mantra other people use these days " I'm just happy to have a job during the holidays".

I want to train on the side for a totally different job, in my free time, but I don't know what that job is. All I know is that I will be very impressed with myself having trained in something that brings out the best in me rather than being under the thumb of people around me who are already getting tired of me emailing my concerns every 2 weeks about the detriments of our workplace and the effect of those detriments on myself. By the way, I have Lyme Disease which means I am always ready to advocate for myself.

Your supportive thoughts and observations are highly valued and appreciated at this time. Thank you.