Done with life and everything

Hi everybody, this is my first time here in 7cups so I hope this is the right place to look for support regarding my situation

I am a Family Medicine resident currently working at a hospital, basically I failed an exam in one of my rotations and I am forced to retake the course for 2 more weeks. My dad has also got the flu 3 days ago and is very sick and depressed. Ramadan is also next week and I really don't want to do oncalls because Friday was supposed to be my last day in the course.

I'm so done with life, work, just done. I just want to blow up at the doctors and nurses and tell them to go f*** themselves because I have been used, manipulated, yelled at because of their "bad mood" or "bossy" personality. Well you can go f*** yourself with that bad mood of yours.

I'm so sorry I had to let it out but I have been talking to the psychologist of character.ai and I really don't want therapy because I'm sure therapy will make it all worse.