Feeling let down, unsure where to go.

Hey, everyone. This will be mostly me venting, but please do contribute your experiences and personal advice.

I, have been working on several plans to handle what I condense to, the modern states of Judgement, Conflict and Greed that has everyone in a bind.

I think you can think of a few examples of what I mean by that. Judgement, where it's next to impossible to express your authentic self in most places we have to be in life. We learn to lie about who we are. We're asked to lie about who we are. People are quick to take offense, belittle, judge, incriminate one another.

On the larger scale, we have people who have slipped through the cracks of support set up for the majority populous. They receive, no support. No intervention. No guidance. No proper example on how best to survive. However, once they've taken from nessesity, or from walking a path for far too long, we do what? We string them by their toes for all to see, take their freedom from them; and lock them behind bars. I believe, we are as respectable a species as we treat our least fortunate as a society.

Greed has taken from the planet again and again. It's taken from homes, from lives. I won't divulge further, I don't see the need. Conflict, neither. As it's, apperant. Families torn apart from the inside, for generations. The advice from elders, ignored. Tools of violence built to resolve disputes of the tounge.

Tldr: I want to do something. I have many ideas how. I want to, build a podcast. Where we could host conversations between experts, with the intent of bridging knowledge gaps. I also, want to host conversations between opposing moderates, to show that we can come to understand one another, and the truth.

I also have a idea for a really cool anime, based on some theories I've built myself. I'm sort of, having the same issue either way. I lack the relevant experiences or education in either of these areas. I've, spent my whole life without a guide. I grew up, largely neglected. I only really found genuine support a year ago, at almost 29 years old.

I'm sort of hoping and praying, that someone would take interest in my ideas, and would support me in understanding what I need to understand. I'd be, eternally thankfull. So far, wherever I go, whoever I tell, no one cares. It's, been hard to comprehend.

I'd appreciate anything you have to contribute!

-Verity Maxwell.