Starting from scratch

I'm in a BPO industry for around 10 years. I resigned from my stable job way back 2023 to build a family -- conceiving a baby. However, I'm not yet successful with that aspect. So now, I'm trying to go back to work and apply again. I applied to different companies. I have 1 job offer but it's voice account. The offer is so so. I will start there by Nov 10. Then, I saw a post from my dream company and I'm trying to apply to it. I sent my resume. I also saw a job opening for a non voice position from other company and I also sent my resume to that company. If ever that I will not hear from two companies, I will proceed to the first one that offers me a job. However, my heart is not there. I applied because I need to have options just in case things go south. I keep on checking my emails but I think I sent my resume to the walls. Sorry for that.