Art as a way of facing your dragons

I have struggled to face how I feel abiut someone and the fears of whst will happen. So I placed a photo of me in photoshop and also a photo of him..face to face. Then i just photoshopped my heart out. Out tattoos. Made ink stains on my skin. Different colours and different meanings. Changed my lip colour to match me mood. My eye and *** tear strains and well as cold blue ones to symbolise my cold feeling toward pain I can't feel. I can't explain how the soul and mind just grasps the heart after during that....it is a quiet communication that passes from the heart without words or thoughts but feelings and picture. Unexpressable. So tonight, I want to do the same with a photo of my *** and a photo of me put onto the same page. I want to see what comes of it and if I will be closer to feeling and making my pain go away. I hope to keep you posted. Much love. ❤️‍🔥🖤🤍