I dont know why i live
I feeling useless, no one love me except my family, i have good work, hv enough money, but i feel like im not a human, more feel like a robot, every day doing the same thing, i love my self when im working, but i dont like when my boss controlling me w/o reason, like when i hv to stay over my working hour, eventhough i dont hv any work to do, i hv friend, but when i tell her my feeling she just laughing when i said i want ended my life they make it joke, even my male friend said no man wants me, he said im to difficult to talk to, i believe in god, i think my family and my god who stop me from doing bad thing. Sorry for my bad english
I’m so sorry you feel like this. And I’m also sorry to tell you but your relationship with your friends seem toxic. I experienced many toxic friendships, and I really think you shouldn’t be friends with people who speak to you like that! They should take their time to listen to your problems and not make you feel useless and unloveable! They’re wrong, there is a man out there who’ll you’ll meet one day and will prove your friend was wrong. I really think you should find good friends! People who will respect and support you. I promise you’ll feel so much better. I’m sorry to hear that your boss is so controlling but unfortunately that’s how bosses are, if you enjoy your job but not how your boss treats you, then maybe you should look for another job that’s like yours. I’m so glad that you have faith and family to keep you going. That’s so brave and strong of you to listen to them so keep going! And don’t ever think you’re useless because you aren’t! You’re doing amazing and honestly the most important thing is that you’re alive and you’re still facing these things. You just need to find out how to sort them out. You won’t always feel like this I promise.
Hii, I'm really sorry you're feeling like this! I understand you feel like you don't have a reason to be here and you feel like you're nothing but I believe you'll get threw this💕 You haven't gone threw all of this pain just to give up, that wouldn't be fair to you. I suggest you get new friends, I understand they're important to you but they really don't deserve you, find people who except you and deserve you. It'll help a lot bby. I hope you figure things out and start to feel better, I love you! Have a good day/ night:))
