Just so tired.

I just feel so upset all the time. Im the girl everyone thanks for making their day as arrogant as that sounds.. Im used to making people smile. Recently Ive noticed that Ive just been falling into this dark pit I cant get out of. I have severe depression, anxiety, and ptsd. I dont feel like i can talk to anyone because theyll just keep repeating the same cheesy catch lines/ advice like I havent heard them or tried them before. Or if I try to talk to my mom shell get angry and tell me that Im wrong or get upset thinking Im telling her shes a horrible mom. I just want to be happy. Im ruining a really good relationship with my boyfriend to my depression. I hate it..