True hopelessness and death

I saw a counselor yesterday and it was all questions.

He wants me to come back next week and tell him why I want to be there?

I'm not sure what I should say. ..

I can't go on living the way I am...

I body is broken, my soul is broken.

My ex wife made up stories that I'm a violent person so I never get to see my kid again when in real life she's the violent one.

The made me leave my house and everything I own and now I'm homeless and can't even make a dime to live.

I want this to be over..