feeling down

I’ve been feeling down for some time now. Just a few months ago I was diagnosed with anxiety.. and it’s been really tough these past few months, with my family and I finding out my grandmother was diagnosed with breast cancer, my uncle passing away, my dog passing away, and a breakup that really brought me to my lowest, and my brother having problems with court.. I have little motivation and I lost interest in my favorite hobby.. I worry too much about the littlest things when I shouldn’t. I think about my breakup too often and sleeping It out doesn’t help because I dream about it, it’s difficult to not think about my problems, even though I try my absolute best to not think about it…and it sucks because I feel alone when I know I am not, I feel like no one understands my pain.. I think too much about the past and the future.. I always think I’m never going to get over this and I try to convince myself but it just doesn’t work because I feel like I am not progressing at all! I’m really tired of feeling like this and I just hope soon I can finally be happy and not worry about anything..