2 Day

Today was just like any other day for me. I felt the same loneliness, emptiness, and pain. For some reason, I decided to call my mom as usual, she didn’t answer. Of course, she called back later, but by then I didn’t even know what to talk to her about.

And really… what is there to talk about?Getting kicked out of university in my final year?God… what is there to even say? I just couldn’t afford to pay for it.

Talk about a job I don’t even like?I feel like out of 8 billion people, more than half are working jobs they hate.So what am I supposed to talk about with her?About how I feel right now?

I don’t even know what’s going on with me. I’ve lost interest in everything. And the worst part is… I’ve lost any sense of meaning in my life.

That’s all for today.