Accomplishments

I feel like such a loser. I haven't accomplished anything, I haven't finished anything, I haven't done anything. I have my hobbies to help pass the time and that's good??? I guess??? But it's not gonna help me make money or get further in life.

I've been struggling so hard just to survive and now it all feels pointless. I don't have the drive or the energy to actually try to work toward my goals. I just don't care. It's like I'm gonna struggle the rest of my life to do the bare minimum. It doesn't bother me that I wanna take a break now. What bothers me is I just don't care.