At the end of my rope
Hi. Just thought I'd vent. I haven't eaten all day. Because I'm someone else's house which always causes me to be shy and afraid to ask for anything.
I'm depressed because my boyfriend was originally coming over tomorrow but someone offered to bring him here today. That backfired and so I feel lonely and miserable because I have to wait till tomorrow after all. I didn't accomplish anything productive except applications. Technically I'm still homeless because I may have a roof over my head but I don't have a permanent address. I'm still desperately trying to scrape up extra money but not having much luck. I stayed up until 5 in the morning today because of stress and depression. I still need to call my insurance and figure out why my insurance isn't accepted anymore. I'm overwhelmed by too many people where I'm staying right now and being introverted and having social anxiety, it's really stressful. I've been fighting headaches without medicine. Everyday is a struggle. I wonder daily why I'm even still trying to fight.
Hello dear @Sugarnspice7890,
There seems to be a lot going on in your life right now. I can imagine each of this factors is causing stress and under this amount of stress it might be hard to see a way out and take good care of yourself. And taking care of yourself under this circumstances is what I personally feel is what you actually deserve.
I think it is super powerful you are taking a first step by reaching out and sharing what is going on inside your mind. It may not fix everything for you immediately, but I hope it helps to know that you are heard and not alone.
You are in a tough situation now and it completely normal to be stressed under this circumstances.
We will be here with you, as long as you need.
Love,
Essy1990
Thank you. I wasn't expecting a positive response like this and quite frankly I was afraid I would be judged and lectured so I definitely appreciate your comment. Thank you very much. ❤💕💖
@Sugarnspice7890 😥 life can be so hard on times, but hold on to your hopes, things will get better you'll see ❤❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ we are here for you ❤
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