Broken heart
I seriously can't stop crying. I just need to vent right now. I feel so bad it feels like my soul is bleeding. I am in so much mental pain and nothing makes me smile anymore. I can't concentrate on work and i just spend all the free time i have on crying. I simply can't stop. My family hurt me so bad i think i will never recover form this. I am TOO broken. I am still mourning my past and it feels like i have no future. I have to get back up but i have no idea how! The only thing that i have right now is 7 cups and i am so grateful for it but i still feel this horrible void inside of me that is killing me from the inside taking away the little happiness that is left in me.. I am so broken and shattered in pieces.
@schrodingerscattt I am sorry to hear this. It sounds like you are going through a rough time. Listeners are here to support you here. Feel free to reach out 🤗
@magicalTree4461
I did reach out to listeners it is not helping me at all. Makes me feel even worse to be honest.
@schrodingerscattt I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a tough time. It sounds incredibly challenging, and I want you to know that your feelings are valid. Venting is an important step, and I'm here to listen. It's okay not to have all the answers right now. If you feel comfortable, sharing more about what's on your mind might help lighten the burden. Remember, you're not alone, and we can take it one step at a time together 💜
@Mya000
Thank you for your kind words. I really appreciate this
I know exactly how you feel and completely understand. I am going through the same exact thing all my life. My family has never been there for me or my mother, my mother is cold hearted and does not do emotions and refuse to speak to her. My only true friend has been dead for years and I have nobody. So I understand and feel your pain
@RunningWater
OMG I'm so sorry! It's so hard!! I hate to have nobody to rely on. I really hope it will get better for both of us and that we will heal💙💙💙
Sending you positive vibes💙
We're strong and we can do this!!!
@schrodingerscattt I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It sounds like you're going through a very difficult time and experiencing a lot of pain. You deserve to find happiness and peace again. Remember that you don't have to face it alone, please feel free to chat with me or other fellow listeners.
@schrodingerscattt I understand all of this and how your feeling. I haven't long came out this bad spot myself, and relapse back in to it a lot 😞 I don't have any real suggestions for you. My parents were not very nice either, I'm not sure which of my owners my parents were. But ok my owners were bad peoole. I still cry and get very scared, traumatised by the past. It really sucks I know. But we are not out abusers we are more than they will ever be. If you give up or live in misery then they won. Don't let them win ok? And yes thank God for cups ❤❤ gives you a giant festive tiny hug ❤❤squeezes you tightly ❤ we are all here for you
I can tell you said exactly what you said except instead of crying i added one more *** wich is addiction. But what makes me at least tak breaks is that i try to follow " fake it until you make it" thing. So i decide to take a break stop drugs and pretend that I'm happy and everything is Ok. This takes a week or two believing in my own lie until i realise that every thing is still as it is. Then i go through the black hole time again and fake it again. I know it's a lie but actually i can take a break. And thise breaks are becoming longer and i can control them better every time. I'm not trying to give advices here, I'm just sharing my ***
