Depression

I'm Krish here, I've being depressed for a while mostly because I'm at home recently I failed a exam and I have to wait one year to go for further studies and I can't survive sitting simply in house for one year and first I liked it and later I felt unproductive and depressed so I started going for a course of 6 months and my chance to pass in the failed subject came and I took a break from the course to study for the exam and after attending the exam my parents stopped me from going to the course now I'm feeling like I don't have the will to live with no future I don't know if I can survive two more months