Depression

I have been with my baby father for almost 6 years and out of the 6 I’ve been depressed, crying and unhappy for 4. I got pregnant a year or so after we met and at first it was the best feeling ever even tho we weren’t ready for a baby we decided to start our family. Out of the blue he started cheating on me emotionally and physically during my pregnancy and after. I decided that I was going to find someone else who would love me and my son and I did but the dilemma is that I still live in my baby father house. We agreed on seeing other people and then he starts to go back on his word because he couldn’t handle someone else loving me. Now he’s throwing me out and I don’t want to move into the other guys house as I’ve just started getting to know him… he went as far as getting my mother involved and making me out to be the bad guy….now I’m moving back home to my moms house by the end of month and uprooting my son’s life and his home where he knows everyone and attends school….im so depressed right now and idk what to do I’m just tired of crying and having panic attacks