Depression

I feel like a failure honestly. My parents are always saying how dumb I am and why I can't be like my brother who is good at his studies. They always target me. They never scold my brother. In my 13 years of life. I've only seen them scold him like maybe atleast 10 to 15 times and that's over small things like spilling coffee or saying something to them. I get scolded every single day. And for the most dumbest reasons. Only because my parents want to scold me. They make me feel dumb because I get scolded for the smallest things that don't matter but they make it into a big problem. Honestly I can't cope. With it. My only escape from it is school because of my friends. Most days I don't even wanna go home becuz ik I'm gonna get scolded like 15min after I reach home 😢