Depression/losing myself
Hey everyone, im new to this not sure what i am doing lol
Ive always sufferent depression, have bpd, ocd and recently ptsd. The past 8 months i have struggled massively and now feel like i have lost myself :( i dont recognise myself i cant look in the mirror as doesnt feel like thats me :( ive lost all enjoyment of everything inloved, rarely leave the house, and just feel so fed up day to day life! I cant afford therapy, ive been on and off different meds! Im sooo lost and just cry everyday i dont know what else im supposed to do :( ive tried pushing myself to do things i used to enjoy! Im soo stuck and lost and noone to turn to :(
@yellowDaisey2361 i feel the same :( i abandoned school, im now bad at everything i was good once (like speaking english), id like to just buy another life or something, im never reaching my dreams and i don't know why im even alive
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