Dragging

I feel like I’m being left behind and I am experiencing a lot of pressure and it’s giving me anxiety. But I want to ask you if you can encourage me or just give me some nice advice because I’m really struggling at the moment and no one in my life will encourage me or even give me a nice word. And I feel like I’m falling behind because I can’t focus and I don’t know what to do anymore because I feel like I’m losing control over myself. So just one nice word would make my day