Dreams

Hello, I am having a difficult life. I’ve always had a difficult life; been bullied and assaulted in high school been abused in a violent relationship and escaped; and then I joined the Navy and everything went well and then I got married and then we had a child together and then that’s when everything went downhill: my mother-in-law died suddenly, and then my father, and then my mother, and then my husband, and now my father-in-law. It is all because of my brother-in-law, and my step mother-in-law have been conspiring together to get everything and the feeling that they have against me is that I was never really welcome into family for no reason my father-in-law who I was trying to make amends with die in a fire and they claim as an accident, but I do not believe it was And now I’ve been having the extremes that they’re gonna swear visions against me and the kids they’re gonna try to get everything every single penny and have my own daughters disowned and disinherited, but I’m afraid they’re gonna go further than that. I’m afraid that they’re gonna have me and my daughters harmed and try to take everything away from me so now I’m living in fear and I’m trying to get help and I’ve been getting help but it’s not doing any good especially when you’re an artistic step mother-in-law has been feeding gaslighting me saying that I’m a failure because I couldn’t make rank because I’m a *** failure. She’s blaming me for everything including my husband suicide what do I do now? I’m trying to get out of these dreams. Nothing is working!!!