Dunno what to do

Working on 2 job, have 2 kids, lots of debt, chased by debt collectors, dont have time for myself, sometimes think to jump off from a bridge souds like a good idea..

Already mid aged, switching or finding better job is hard. Since we are compared to the fresh graduate. But the current 2 job is not enough to pay everything needed.

Dont have any energy left daily after works to find out solution or something else. Mind is clouded and blurry..

What a life..