Everything is bland to me now
Everything is avwaste of time. Even my counselor couldn't fill the void I feel just existing everyday. Economic is trash, therapy is expensive, I'm might never get a job, I can't live young again. I'm just done.
@Deepsaber25
I'm really sorry things seem so bleak right now 💖
Wish I could sleep better consistently. No matter the support I get, I still feel down in the next upcoming day. Like, nothing is working. Why am I like this? I feel so empty and hurt in this world. i dont matter in this world
theres no point in me being born
I should never have existed.
I should just give up on life. I'm not qualifited for anything
I was just a speck. in a huge crowd.
Nightstar 03:01 PM
My parents never take my feelings seriously. they just want me to be "strong"
I have memories of all the times they were so cold to me