Everything is going wrong im my life
TW
No matter what i do in my life EVERYTHING goes wrong!!! Why am i such a looser? i hate myself. i'm the worst human everrrrr. nothing ever works out! I don't understand what am i doing wrong... It seems like i am fighting in vain. No one is even proud of me anyways..
@schrodingerscattt
I reread this and i feel kinda better now.. I can't control my emotions. I struggle a lot with that. But life recently has been very rough. It seems like a nightmare and i wish i had some nice things going on for me you know. It feels like the universe wants me to go through hardshipsðŸ˜You know like character development stuff but it's HARD. I am not naturally a strong person and i am afraid i will give up. I am amazed at some people's resilience but i will never be as resilient as them. I feel too weak. Maybe because i am.. That's what my dad always told me and i started to believe it. I really don't know which thoughts to believe...