Feel beaten down by life
High school wasn’t a great experience for me. I was disappointed with how I did socially and academically. When college came I thought things would change, but then the COVID pandemic hit and it became extremely hard to meet people. After a really rough year in college I got sick with Ulcerative Colitis. Tried all sorts of treatments, but ultimately had to have my large intestine removed. Even after all that I still feel terrible basically every waking moment of the day. I just want the suffering to end.
@crimsonOcean6714
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You have been through so much, both physically and mentally!
It's bound to take it's toll.
It's tiring.
Overwhelming
And can feel relentless .
But, it will pass.
Be gentle on yourself!
I hope you get to a better place soon!
And feel more content!
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