Feeling Empty Inside
Hi,
I lost my grandfather today. My mom has been on an all fruitariam diet with no salt. Despite doctors suggesting her to take some cooked food as well. She was 30kgs 1 yr back and had a seizure due to low sodium (hyponatremia). Was in ICU but still she will only eat fruits nothing else. She will not get checked up either. I feel so scared for her. I cant sleep. I check up on her multiple times at night. I have a job with no worl life balance along with PCOD. I might never get married or have a kid in my life. I know its not necessary to have one but i want one just one. I dont know where to go from here. I feel like a my heart will stop and i have done nothing. Not even cared for myself or my loved ones
@generousSquare9167
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I'm so sorry for your loss.
Sending you my love, prayers and condolences on the loss of your grandfather 💙
I'm so sorry for your loss of your grandfather. As for your mother, I'm sorry she won't change her ways and eat better. That's gotta put an incredibly big strain on you. I've been through a similar situation involving a close friend many years back. Your doing an amazing job being there for her and checking in on her. I think (only speaking from experience) is to make sure you cut out a time slot for yourself. Do something you enjoy even if it's for an hour. Starting that is gonna be very tough as all these stressors are going to be revolving around in your head but it does help. I know there's a fear of not having done anything in life but your doing quite a lot. Keep your chin up ok?
