Feeling betrayed by everyone
My best friend betrayed with me. She pranked me with a boy. She introduced him with me. After that I fell in love with him. Some times letter I got that she was betrayed with me to put me down. After that I broke up with that boy and cut off my friendship with her. After this incident, I can't sleep well. I always feel so low, suicidal and depressed.
I also feel like my parents don’t want me or love me. They has no hope for me that I can also achieve my goals.
The man I like recently, don’t like me.
Each and every incident bother me in every moment. I can't even concentrate on my studies. I have board exam and University admission 8 months letter. I am just feeling hopeless. Sometimes I stand on the middle road so that a car can hit me. But my luck is so damn that no car hit me.
From the very childhood I faced my parents quarrel. When I see them in this situation, I feel so broken.
I just want stay happy, lead a happy and healthy life. Want to be loved by my parents, the man i like. Is that too much?
@secretEast2598 no see the that's not to much ❤ you deserve all good things and more ❤ that was a very mean thing of your friend to do🙁 people can be mean for no reason, and no fault of your own. Also your parents arguments are no fault of yours either. I'm sorry your having a hard time right now, but don't give up hope ❤ things have a funny way of working out ok in the end ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ we are all right here for you ❤
Thank u so much dear 💗