Feeling...idk not even feeling anything

I am sitting with you.  I have been there several times in my life and I get how hard that is.  I don't have a suggestion just an understanding that the most important thing is to understand that your emotions are valid.  Sometimes life causes us to feel like we have nothing worth the effort but in my experience sometimes it just takes understanding yourself, how real what you are going through is and how important you are. It may not seem it now, but you are and that will to do and ability to feel again will return. You just have to be easy on yourself while you wait for it.