Feeling lost

I don't have a clear sense of purpose right now. The only thing i know is that i'm hurting and i am sick and tired of that. I can't afford therapy so the only resources i have are online. It's already good tho. I also want to borrow some self help books at the library.  I wanted to know if any of you tried all this self help stuff and did it work?? I'm way too broke for therapy rn and really can't afford it. (In my country the situation with mental helath professionals is really bad on top of all) 

Thank you in advamce for your repliesand i hope you all will have an amazing day❤❤❤

You all deserve happiness and joy❤

Sending virtual hugs❤