For Nix
Please no lurking it will make me so happy if you don’t! Thank you 💗
@Pheonix1234theythem
idk where to put this so I thought depression support maybe?? Lol
heyo friendo I’ve missed you so muchh!!!! It’s been a long time since we’ve talked and you’ve been on my mind a lot. How are you? What have you been up to nixyyy I’ve Fr missed you!!
life ain’t life ing rn ykkkkk I missed uuu. But thats kinda mb cuz I haven’t really been here a lot recently.
omg I hope you see this or if I tagged you right. I’ve never done this on here before. Idk but I hope you seee this. Hugggs 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@ZeroFizz
I missed you so so much toooo ilysm friendo❤️❤️🫂🫂💗💗 aw if i could cry i would, it’s so sweet u been thinking bout me, i can never imagine that people do. i been thinking bout you too but also not been on much, thank you for making this threadddd :)))) ummm was doing okay for three weeks then i was stupid and now im not great lol. going to a funeral tmrw 💔 he was too young deserved longer 😭 hbu?💗
aw ik life isn’t great at life ing all the time, hope it gets better soon🫂🫂🧸🧸*gives you teddies to hug*
also you nearly tagged me but mixed up the e and o in my name so it didn’t tag me but it’s okayy :)
i love you so much fizzy friendo really you’re so lovely and im so glad you’re here and to hear from you after so longgg 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yeh it’s weird. I’ve missed you and thought about you a lot Yk. You are my bestieee on hereeeee ilysmmmm!! I’m sorry that sometthng stupid happened but I am absolutely sure that whatever happened it doesn’t make you stupid. If u want to we can talk about it. What happened ml I’m here for u 🫂🫂❤️❤️
im sorry for you loss. I find it so sad when young people pass away. So I hope it doesn’t impact you in a really bad way Yk 💛
im not good lol. Getting worse way too fast. But I’m still alive if that counts I g.
but honestly to god I love you so much and you are an amazing person it’s been way too long without talking. Let’s use this thread to talk ykkk. Ilysmmmmmmmmmmmmm warm Huggies your way 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️💛💛💗💛❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️💛💛❤️🫂
But Fr I’m crying u got no idea I have such bad attachment issues 😭 I Fr missed u. ❤️❤️
@ZeroFizz
attachment issues aren’t bad and really it’s so touching I can’t even o if it into words you make me feel so loved 🥹🥹 i love you so, so much fizzy, i hope i make you feel the same /p 🫂❤️
No one makes me feel more loved than you. Hope that doesn’t sound weird lol. But Fr you saved me so many times and ily smmmm. I’m happy I make u feel loved makes me smile ❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂🥹🥹🥹
@ZeroFizz
its not weird! ilysm toooooo so so much n missed you loadsss, fr glad you’re here bestiee 🥹❤️ yeah it sorta makes me stupid but idc anymore lol it’s fine :) we rlly don’t have to talk about it btw, ik you always support others but you never get enough support lovely 🫂 here for you tooo❤️🫂💗
yeah, I didn’t know him much but wish I knew him more. he was a classmate with a bad rare health condition :((( he was so lovely too, wish he never got that condition :(
being alive does count, it counts so so so so so much and I am SO proud of you fizzy friendo 🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m so sorry it’s getting worse, fr i get that, and am here for you no matter what. what’s been on your mind? 💗
and oh my god you really are such a wonderful person 😭 i love you moreee (well let’s say an equal amount loll it’ll be a fight otherwise hehe) yea we gotta talk moreeee :) yep here is good! and good when we catch each other in chatrooms tooo
huggies n love your wayyy ❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂💗💗💗💚💚💚🩵🩵🩵
awwww but just cuz I’ve been feeling like that doesn’t mean I don’t wanna hear what up with you. Pls talk to me if yo I want to I’m always always always here for uuuuuuu ❤️
it’s not stupid trust me. Idek what it is but Ik it’s not stupid. I’m here for u and I lymmmmmmmmmmmmm
i won’t talk about my *** issues till u talk about urs lmaooo 😂😂
ahhhh haha I love bumping into u in chat rooms lol it’s refreshing cuz I’ve missed u. My attachment issues are not it lmao.
and ur An amazing lovely beautiful pretty kind strong minded personnnnnn!!!!! 🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (Also I love u more hehehehe)
@ZeroFizz
aw okii ❤️ me it’s just silly things tho, n i have a therapist now so it’s fine really 🫂
awww fr if i could cry (can’t lol) i would at your words 🥲🥲 happy tears ofc :)
*gasps in a totally offended way* how daare you love me more?! impossible! 😂
ughghhhbghehcuivksksow fiiine we shall both talk about our issues (but my internet time gonna run out soon so not today lol) also you gotta sleep :(
yess i agree it’s refreshingg
and youu are also an amazing lovely beautiful pretty kind strong minded person, so so thoughtful too, you really do care 🥹🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️ i care bout you tooo if it wasn’t clear loll :)))) (um no I love u more or let’s js agree on equal haha)
Ahhhhh why u being sooooo vagueeeeeeeee. I’m here when u wanna talk. Let’s talk tomorrow hehe we can bothhh share in that case.
oooh a new threapistttt tell me more tmrwww!! Also u can’t cry?? That’s gonna be a topic for tmrw too
ilysm actually I love u more ( way more then u me) hehehehehehh
Just re read that sorry if that sounds forced 😭
Also not silly. Never silly. I gtg sleep now night nighttttttt lyyyyyy 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛💛🫶🫶🫶🫶💗❤️❤️🫶🫶❤️🫂❤️💛🫶🫶🫶
@ZeroFizz
nigjt night lymmm, tty tomorrow glad you’re sleeping :) ❤️🫂 xx
yea um ilym in fact hehe
It’s 4am I gotta attempt to sleep so I have to have the last word…….. I L Y M hehehehehe there’s no way u can beat me with this one ❤️❤️❤️
@ZeroFizz
its midnight soo I L Y M ❤️❤️ 😝 (pls sleep lol)
Omg how dare you have the audacity to love me more wowwwww. Jkjk ilym timesed by 38293847377382929 alsooo unfairrrr cuz I fell asleeeeeeep 😭 lollll
@ZeroFizz
yippeeee am very glad you fell asleep :))))) hehe
but ilym timesd by infiniteeee! 🫂❤️
Hey nixyy how have you been?
@ZeroFizz
tireddd hbu? 💗 i miss youuu
Me too. Wanna talk about it? I’ll have to reply later tho I’m at school rn ❤️ 🫂
@ZeroFizz
thats okii, hbu? wanna talk bout anything? *huggiiiieess* 🫂💖
Ughhhh too much going on lol maybe tonight I can talk to you but idk. But I’m always here for uuuuuuu and you can talk to me about anything anytime ❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂
@ZeroFizz
okii, same for you n i hope it gets less overwhelming soooonnn :(( 💗🫂
Yeh I hope, see you laterrr also wondering what time is it for u I wanna know the tIme difference right now it is 5:31 for me lol. Anywayyy see uuu ❤️❤️🫂🫂
@ZeroFizz
youre 4hrs ahead of me :) ❤️
So it’s 1:30 am rn there. I hope ur asleep lol
@ZeroFizz
i was, n now I’m sad you weren’t asleep at 5:30 :(
Don’t be sad it’s ok
Awh nixy I can’t do this. I’m so tired. I’m so so tired nix. I’m stuck and idk what to do. I have no one.
@ZeroFizz
🥺🥺 im so sorry.. u got me tho, am always here for you ❤️❤️ any reason u been so tired recently? 🫂🫂 *holds you*
Depression. Severe depression. I js want a hug I’m so numb. I can’t do *** all. I feel like a failure. Worthless, pathetic and I’m undeserving of good. Nix I’m sorry to dump this in u Ik ur struggling too. I’m sorry I always do this *** I’m sorry
On u*
@Phoenix1234theythem
oops forgot to tag u 😭 💛💛
@ZeroFizz
oh wow that's really sweet <3
also am gonna start new thread here lol it’s getting hard to read
Okie js tag meee
@ZeroFizz
*** friendo I’m so *** sorry 😭 you don’t deserve to feel that way at all. *hugs you foreverr* 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you aren’t any of those things, you’re on of the most thoughtful, strong, brave, kindest people i know. you mean so much to me fizzy 💗💗
It means so much for u to say that ty but I’m not any of those things. I give up tbh. I haven’t eaten or slept in days. I js wanna like sleep. Forever. But ofc not forever. Thank for being her nixy ily 💛💛🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ How are you we haven’t talked in a deeper level in ages?
@ZeroFizz
fizzy i promise you you are. ik what it’s like to give up or want to give up, but that feeling doesn’t last forever friendo❤️ could you try to get a bit of food tho? just something easy like even a granola bar? that could also help you be able to sleep. ilysm hope you’re safe💗 n sleeping forever but not forever.. i get that too. but it gonna pass, won’t be this bad all the time💗 🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️
umm idk how I am rn but dw 🫂
I don’t deserve such a good friend nixy. Your too kind. I hope it goes away all of it. I can’t live with this shi. I should try to eat but I haven’t even gotten out of bed in days. Skipped school 😭 you don’t know how you Are? I hope your okay and safe nixy pls ss ilysm ty 🫂🫂❤️❤️ I’m gonna get up now. I mean roll out of bed and drag myself around lol. 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@ZeroFizz
you do deserve good friends. and you’re just as kind as me friendo ❤️ I hope the bad stuff goes away not all of it, keep good things :) n ik, im so sorry ik its so damn difficult :( i hope you feel better in your head n body soon, ilysm you deserve the best ❤️❤️🫂🫂
lol not rlly okay but dw it’s fine :) n im tryna stay safe 🫂🫂❤️❤️ im so *** proud of you tho for tryna get up!! like- examples of strong braveness much?! :) xx
Nix I wanna be there for u aswell so if your not okay it’s not fine. Pls talk to me I’m here for u more ❤️
@ZeroFizz
here for you too, n thank you so much🥹❤️ rlly tho imma be okay, you got worse to think about than me :(
Hiii nixxxx I’ve missed u lol ❤️
how have you beeeeen?
@Phoenix1234theythem
@ZeroFizz
ive missed you tooooo 💗 um not been great hbuu 🫂
What’s uppp nixy what happened? im here for u ily ❤️ 🫂
@Phoenix1234theythem
Also I’m sorry for the late reply 😔
@ZeroFizz
dw it’s okayy n thank you 🥹 ilymm❤️🫂 idk just not been going great lately. here for you tooo, you ok? 💗
If your not good than it’s not okay nixy. If you don’t feel good js know I’m here for u. Alwaysssss. You can talk to me anytime. If you want to we can talk about it. I hate to know you haven’t been great :(( ilysm nixyyy 🫂 🫂 ❤️ 💕
If ur not good than It’s okay* sorry I’m a bit slow today
@ZeroFizz
okii, thank you so much 🥺💗 but seriously hru? u ok?
I’ll be fine lol
@ZeroFizz
u sure? :( im around rn if you want to talk in a room :)
Yeh sure if it’s ok with u
@ZeroFizz
ofc!! which room?
ummmm sr??
Ahhhhhhhh nixy I’m so sorry I just dragged u to sr and left 😭
@ZeroFizz
nuh uh no need to be sorry! i was planning on hanging around cups anyway and you know im always here for you 💗
Heyyyy nix long time no seeee!! How are u? I’ve missed u so much haha
@ZeroFizz
fizzzyyyyy i missed u moreee sorry been so busy 😭 me tired hbu? huggiessss🫂🫂❤️❤️ilysm missed u friendo
Awwwwww sorrry btw I only logged onto cups now haha late reply. I’m good thanks. Get some sleeeep nixyyyyy!! Hugggiesssssssszzsszzss haha ilysmmmm heheh
no need to be sorry! :o you go to sleep 😂 me just tired from dance comp and missed school now have interminable maths to catch up on 😭 sure you’re good? :( huggggggiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeesssssssss ilymmmmmm 😊😊❤️❤️🫂🫂💗💗
omggg how’d the dance comp go? I get u on the Math catch-up 😭 I’m so behind I honestly gave up. Yehhhh I’m fine hehe ilymmmmmmmmmm huggggies 🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️💙💙❤️💙❤️💙💙❤️
@ZeroFizz
it went wellll :) and yea am sorry to hear that friendo :( huggssss❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
in fact ilYmmmm :) and just double triple checking you’re 100000% sure you’re fine? It’s oki not to 🐝 hehe
I’m okkkk dwww bout meeeeeeeew heheh how are youuu tho are u okay? 🫂❤️❤️🫂ilym
@ZeroFizz
ilYmmmmm :))))) we’re both online rn 😮 😄 want to go to sr?
i do worry bout you friendo🫂❤️always will
Nixxxx help meeeeeeeee I feel like I don’t fit in 😭
@ZeroFizz
you do you always will ❤️ 7 cups is not the place to fit in i can tell u that xD nobody is the stereotypical normal here, n mostly everyone is super kind, so you fit right in all things considered :)
Aw ty nixy ❤️ do u still wanna chat in sr or no?
@ZeroFizz
if u feel comfortable, yea :)
I think I’m gonna log off now it js feels odd being here Idky. But I wanna let you know that I’m always here for you nixy, even if you are ok I’m here and I’ll always be here to hug you at the end of the day. Always always always here. Ily and pls talk to me if something is weighing u down. Ilysm ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
@ZeroFizz
😭 ilyssssssssm fizzy friendo really am so glad to have seen you today, same goes for you okay?❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you belong here i think u need to hear that friendo, won’t force u to stay ofc n i gtg now anyway but hope to see u again soon or we can maybe talk here more? ilysm💗
tcks, you matter so much fr
Aw tysm that means a lot you also belong here and you matter too! Ilysmsmsmsmsmmmmmm yeh let’s talk tmrw ok? Lysm night night
@ZeroFizz
yay ok night night hope you can sleep :) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
Yehhh let’s head over now hehe
I haven’t been there in so long I’m scared lol see u thereee hehehe
I’m gladdd it went welll!! Hugssss 🫂
Heyyy Hyd? I’m so bored rn and unable to sleeeeeeeep so I wanna annoy u instead. Ur probably asleep but yh heheheheheheheheh ilyyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@Phoenix1234theythem
Idk if u get the notification unless I tag u idek if this is ur name 😭
Wait it’s not blue why is it not blueeee did I get ur name wron?? Phoenix1234theythem
I’m gonna have a breakdown holyyy shi I forgot to put the @ 😭
@Phoenix1234theythem
Why is it not blueeeeeeee 😔😭 I give up
@ZeroFizz
not asleep not asleep!! u okay? ❤️❤️🫂🫂
Ilymmmm :))))) also I get notification whenever there is a new message on this forum whether u tag me or not dw :)
Ohhhhhh 😭 not me embarrassing the *** out of myself damnnnn
@ZeroFizz
nonono fr don’t worry it’s okayy💗
ahhh you sound like you need sleep 😭 😂 what’s up?❤️also if there is a mostly empty room u wanna talk there? just forums takes ages to load for me sry
I’m kinda in forums with someone else rn supporting them while half dying so I cantttt 😭 aghhwjkwndjskdichdkendbcjd
@ZeroFizz
thats okkk, you alright? wdym half dying? :(
I’m fine I’m just trying harddddd not to relapse and I’m overthinking ALOT like leave me alone. I want my brain to leave me alone I need a 5-7 business days vacation away from myself ahahah 😂
@ZeroFizz
aww i get that fr im so sorry :( hugss if okay 🫂🫂❤️❤️ you got this, I believe in you friendooo :) n even if you do relapse, path to recovery isn’t straight, nuh uh nothing good is ever straight (lol bad dig at straight ppl sorry for the potential heterophobia? is that even a thing? lol anyway) and am proud of you for trying 💗❤️ is there smth that has helped u not relapse before?
and fizzy :( I see some of me in you and recognise it when nobody sees it in me but I see it in u fr and am sorry it sucks :( like when you put laughing emojis n joke about depression n stuff :( ik I do that sometimes and i notice u do that too 🫂❤️ idk what my point is exactly but you’re not alone n im here for you
I’m crying this is so sweet nixy, ahhh we all have coping mechanisms and I think laughing and joking around even in bad situations is both of ours. I didn’t think anyone noticed it but you are very observant I respect that lol. Tysm tho Idky this is js really comforting ❤️ ❤️ 🫂
Hugssss 🫂 haha it’s all good with the straight thing lol. Nah I js let the feeling pass but it has been around for a few days and Ik when I do relapse it gonna be bad which means I’ll feel much better 😭 now I’m having panic attack and In the fetal position humming a song. Im crazy 😭 buuuuut anyway how are youuuuu??
@ZeroFizz
yknow if the urge comes in waves have u ever managed to go past the point where you relapse? n how does it feel? ❤️ it’s oki if not ofc just maybe it will be easier each time after that💗 you’re not crazy, friendo. or if u are, we all are. crazy not bad 😛 but crazy isn’t mental health being difficult, oki? want to try grounding maybe? hope it’s a calming song ❤️ bre-e-a-a-the ik it so hard :( maybe try in for 2, hold for 1, out for 2, hold for 1 until you’re able to take deeper breaths❤️
@ZeroFizz
hey fizzy friendo 😊 you okay? ❤️🫂 hruu
@ZeroFizz
just a new post should work for the space :) where is the other page tho, the one u said u posted smth else on?
Hey nixy I miss you so much! How are you? ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
