Giving up

Hey everyone its been awhile...I had court yesterday and I have till the 31st to be out of my apartment is still havent found an rv and have nowhere else to really go till I can get to texas. Its been a real struggle im trying to stay positive and hopeful but things aren't going good in life the only good thing is my boyfriend but hes in texas im in ny and the distance is really hard im not sure where to turn anymore im at a loss i dont have friends or family i can ask for help my local community is a joke and im just done