Giving up

I'm a living nanny/ babysitter. I have this little boy's three. Me and the dad have had interactions we're doing. If you know you know I mean it's. It's not hard to figure out and of course you know I went through his phone. Thought we had something gone. There's like 50 other people in his filmed but he don't go nowhere. Don't do nothing. He just talks but it bothers me and I feel like he's trying to replace me or something. How do I go about any of asking or anything? I'm so depressed. I'm so sad. I cry a lot in the shower so nobody sees me. I really just need someone to talk to