Got S@ (Trigger Warning)

Ok I am just confused how to react on this

But few days ago I was talking to my female friend as she was explaining female intemacty and how they also goon and all that but I realised when I was a kid something like this happened to me and I realised everything what Happened it was told toe that it was a game to do certain things that make someonr 💦 and it was someone i use to know my elder sister at that time I was 10 maybe 12 and even in that time I hated everything my parents are toxic they abuse me. And they just like money and are super strict and the society is so patriarcal that in law of my country it's define that without penetrations a 🍇 is not considered a 🍇 and that's the saddest part I can't do anything even to it was committed by someone older than me and I being a minor court will still stand to there side just because I am a male even though I was a kid I mean what should I do at this point I mean I am confused kinda