Hi
Hi, to be honest, I don't know how to begin. I'm not very good at explainding myself. My feelings are so mixed; most of the time I can't even understand what I'm feeling. I'm tired of thinking. My thoughts are exhausting me. I can't sleep anymore. I used to sleep a lot; sleep was an escape for me. Nobody understands me, and nobody ever will. Because to understand something, you have to experience it. They can listen, they often judge, but they can never fully understand. No one sees the pain I'm going through. They think it's temporary. No, it doesn't go away. I'm tired. I'm stuck in that dark pit, and nobody notices.
@sweetifoxie
Hey, I'm sorry you're going through all of this, it makes sense that you would feel exhausted when you're thoughts won't slow down and sleep doesen't feel like an escape anymore. I can understand how feeling misunderstood can make everything feel heavier and I cant imagine how hard things have been for you lately. I know its hard when everyone around you doesn't see how you're really feeling or think its temporary. Even though you may not know how you're feeling or really know how to explain it all your feelings are valid.