I Don't Know
Good evening everyone, I accidentally ended up here and I think this is a very suitable forum for me to pour out my anxiety, worry, sadness, and feeling left out by people around me. Somehow, for so long I have been living this life, I have experienced so many hardships, maybe it is because of money, yes... money is what burdens my parents in their lives, money is what makes my siblings live hard, and money is also what makes me have to keep working hard to get it so that I can solve their problems, until now, when I start to get tired, feel weak, and maybe I start to give up, I am depressed.
@Anythings
You sound like a person with a very good heart. You can't solve all of their worries. If I'm trying to help a friend or family, I used to keep going until exhausted and depressed, but I don't anymore. Now my rule is I stop when I'm 80% tired so I don't become depressed and burn out.
YOU are important too, not just them.